Good Day

When I woke up this morning, I just had 2 things in my mind. First is this task in my outlook that I need to submit it by today and the second one is I'm gonna meet my boyfriend tonight.

Well, you can't always get what you want at the moment that you wake up in the morning.

You whisper to yourself "I hope today will be a good day"

..And the next thing you know, when you're ready to take a good night sleep, you recall that today was not as good as you imagine in the morning.

I'd prefer to listen to my favorite playlist in my iPod, watch my favorite TV Series as well, and I'm gonna sleep it out. Because I know, tomorrow will be a brand new day there's still hope that I'm gonna through it better than yesterday, yet my memory about yesterday is still there but with a fresh mind. :)

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

...

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

...

Bruno Mars - Count On Me

The talk of the crowd

You can't stop people from talking about you, but you can stop giving them something to talk about.
-Miley Cirus @ihatequotes

New Path

It has been almost a year since I start working. Although I have to made a hard decision 3 months ago, to move from my old office to a new one, but i feel so blessed. All of this time, the fear of leaving my comfort zone it's all worth it. Maybe it was my destiny, I feel so lucky. Thank God.

Talking bout the good old times at the old office.

How I miss the time when I had to ride along motorbike with my brother, heading to Bunga's house, waiting for her to get ready, singing same playlist from her iPod everyday, shitty talks, late for work, doing nothing in the office, ended up taking pictures together from my laptop camera, or just snooping people's facebook, gossiping with moms, snacking, downloading movies and songs, going home early, wandering around at the mall, waiting for my dad or brother to pick me up again, and finally home. Same old routines everyday.

Yes, nothing beats the good old story :)

I will never forget my 9 months experience working at the PT. Praweda Ciptakarsa Informatika the unforgettable laughs that I always had almost every-weekdays, however this is my new path to find other experiences, I like it here in my new office PT. XL Axiata Tbk. Although I wasn't able to do my old routines :)

Thank you Bunga Handaraputri, for simply there with me everyday.

Hopefully Always Will

Yes, now I know that some things are better left unspoken.

...

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

...

Colbie Caillat - Fallin' for You

(always have and hopefully always will) :)

My Stuff #2

Well, I hope it's not too long since my last post. I'm about to tell you my #2 stuff. This is something that probably gonna embarrassed myself, something that always be there for me every single day, where I can write anything that I want. Yes guys, it's a diary. Jeeez.. hahaha. This is my first and current diary by the way. I actually have 3 diary :D

Gw itu mulai nulis diary dari SMP, yak dimana jiwa ababil gw masih mengudara. Tulisan gede kecil, kata² yang dianeh²in spellingnya, dan lain-lain. Isinya didominasi nama cowo! Hahahaha. Seperti inilah contohnya, bahkan gw nulis seneng jadi 'shenenk', coklat jadi 'coklath', lucu jadi 'lutchu', daeing jadi 'datenk', OMG macem² deh..

Diary terakhir gw isinya baru ¼ dari buku mungkin, itu udah dari kelas 3 SMA, udah 5 tahun yg lalu. Di diary yg terakhir gw udah lebih dewasa dimana tulisannya udah normal dan spellingnya juga normal. Isinya yaaa bisa ditebak tetep nama cowo, hehehe. Kalo ada awardnya mungkin selama di 3 diary itu ada satu nama yg selalu nongol :D

Menurut gw punya diary itu enak banget, bisa nulis apa aja yg kita mau, asal jgn naro sembarangan aja sih haha. When we re-read the diary, we recall how lame we are back then, we'll laughing about things that have made us cried, and crying about things that have made us laughed. And we can learn and realize are we become a better person or maybe worse. So here I am, writing a blog, hoping that later on I could learn a lesson of what I have written today
J