New Path

It has been almost a year since I start working. Although I have to made a hard decision 3 months ago, to move from my old office to a new one, but i feel so blessed. All of this time, the fear of leaving my comfort zone it's all worth it. Maybe it was my destiny, I feel so lucky. Thank God.

Talking bout the good old times at the old office.

How I miss the time when I had to ride along motorbike with my brother, heading to Bunga's house, waiting for her to get ready, singing same playlist from her iPod everyday, shitty talks, late for work, doing nothing in the office, ended up taking pictures together from my laptop camera, or just snooping people's facebook, gossiping with moms, snacking, downloading movies and songs, going home early, wandering around at the mall, waiting for my dad or brother to pick me up again, and finally home. Same old routines everyday.

Yes, nothing beats the good old story :)

I will never forget my 9 months experience working at the PT. Praweda Ciptakarsa Informatika the unforgettable laughs that I always had almost every-weekdays, however this is my new path to find other experiences, I like it here in my new office PT. XL Axiata Tbk. Although I wasn't able to do my old routines :)

Thank you Bunga Handaraputri, for simply there with me everyday.

Hopefully Always Will

Yes, now I know that some things are better left unspoken.

...

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

...

Colbie Caillat - Fallin' for You

(always have and hopefully always will) :)

My Stuff #2

Well, I hope it's not too long since my last post. I'm about to tell you my #2 stuff. This is something that probably gonna embarrassed myself, something that always be there for me every single day, where I can write anything that I want. Yes guys, it's a diary. Jeeez.. hahaha. This is my first and current diary by the way. I actually have 3 diary :D

Gw itu mulai nulis diary dari SMP, yak dimana jiwa ababil gw masih mengudara. Tulisan gede kecil, kata² yang dianeh²in spellingnya, dan lain-lain. Isinya didominasi nama cowo! Hahahaha. Seperti inilah contohnya, bahkan gw nulis seneng jadi 'shenenk', coklat jadi 'coklath', lucu jadi 'lutchu', daeing jadi 'datenk', OMG macem² deh..

Diary terakhir gw isinya baru ¼ dari buku mungkin, itu udah dari kelas 3 SMA, udah 5 tahun yg lalu. Di diary yg terakhir gw udah lebih dewasa dimana tulisannya udah normal dan spellingnya juga normal. Isinya yaaa bisa ditebak tetep nama cowo, hehehe. Kalo ada awardnya mungkin selama di 3 diary itu ada satu nama yg selalu nongol :D

Menurut gw punya diary itu enak banget, bisa nulis apa aja yg kita mau, asal jgn naro sembarangan aja sih haha. When we re-read the diary, we recall how lame we are back then, we'll laughing about things that have made us cried, and crying about things that have made us laughed. And we can learn and realize are we become a better person or maybe worse. So here I am, writing a blog, hoping that later on I could learn a lesson of what I have written today
J

Just saying..

I hate that everyday I always go to the office and not working.

Sometimes I wanna say "damn I'm working tomorrow" and not "damn I'm going to the office tomorrow".

Just saying..

My Stuff #1

Tadi malam waktu gw lagi jalan-jalan di PIM, gw lagi ngeliat ke arah sepatu gw dan gw mikir, sepatu ini udah lama banget umurnya tapi gw masih suka banget makenya. Dan kayak di film-film otak gw memutar kembali film-film memori lama bersama sepatu ini. Dan terbesitnya suatu keinginan, pengen nulis di blog tentang barang-barang favorit gw atau yg mempunyai makna atau mempunyai kenangan indah.

Dan sekarang yang mau gw bahas tentunya sepatu yang bikin gw terinspirasi ini.

Sepatu ini umurnya kira-kira udah 5 tahun. Gw beli di Vincci waktu lagi jalan-jalan ke KL tahun 2005. Gw langsung jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama waktu liat sepatu itu di toko trus pas udah balik ke Jakarta sepatu itu pun jadi favorit gw semasa baru masuk kuliah semester 1. Dari mulai makenya disayang-sayang banget, sampe kadang-kadang ada musibah misalnya kesandung atau nyangkut apa gitu yang bikin motek-moteknya jadi copot satu persatu. Pokoknya gw sayang banget deh sama sepatu ini. Sampailah pada suatu ketika pas lagi mau praktek di lab, gw harus pindah kampus dengan berjalan kaki, tapi lagi ujan gede banget trus lagi mau kuis atau apalah gitu sehingga gw harus masuk. Akhirnya sewa ojek payung dong.. eh pas udah ngambil payungnya gw mikir, idih idih sepatu gw kan bahannya beludru kalo gw ujan-ujanin mau jadi apaaaaaa.. akhirnya gw minjem sandal si tukang ojek payungnya itu dan gw rela deh nenteng sepatu gw demi kelangsungan hidup sepatu ini. Hehehehe. Sampe sekarang sepatu ini masih gw pake, walaupun kadang-kadang terlupakan, tapi dia akan selalu ada di hati gw.

adrienne

Everytime i hear this song it reminds me about my boyfriend, how excited he was when he sang this song in the car and i always laugh when i hear the lyrics. Well, it's for you my dearest boyfriend hihihi..

You can look for the video in youtube, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGV6t3yBI90, i can't embed it here because it's disabled. Enjoy..

I've been thinking about you, my love

And all the crazy things that you put me through

Now I'm coming around, Throwing it back to you

Were you thinking of me when you kissed him

Could you taste me when you licked his skin

All the while I showered you with trust and promises

What I'm needing now is some sweet revenge

To get back all that I lost then

I gave you all I had to give, but I could never reach you

[Chorus:]

Adrienne, I thought I knew you

Once again, you used me, used me

Adrienne, I should have left you

Long before you used me, Used me up

Spent my money, drove my car

I treated you like a shining star

But in my sky all burnt out you are

And I'll have the last laugh, when I see you walking with

some other guy

'Cause I know you're gone end up all alone

So take these words, some good advice

All you've done gonna come back twice

You never cared how much it hurt, I really need to tell you

[Chorus]

What I'm needing now's some sweet revenge

To get back all that I lost then

I gave you all that I had to give, but I could never reach you

[Chorus]

Finally blogging again..

hehehe did i have to say this to every post, it's been months since i wrote my last post :D

well, i don't know what to write exactly, but i have several things bugging in my mind today. so, i woke up this morning and read my twitter timeline right away, it's my first-thing-to-do-when-i-wake-up and maybe everyone who has blackberry and twitter account, and i read one of my friend tweet, he/she is tweeting about something that makes him/her jealous or whatever it is, about something that someone achieved that makes him/her envied.

i'm not trying to give you life lessons whatsoever, but come on, everybody knows life is hard, don't make it even harder about envy-ing other people achievements or anything or simply other people lives. you have to be grateful of what you have and what you've achieved. if someone are luckier than you do, don't be jealous, you just have to prove to yourself and to the world that you can do the same thing. and by words 'the-same-thing' it's not actually the exact same thing, you can be succeeded in your own way. if someone are luckier than you do, maybe you don't give much effort like they do.

i know that this is not my capacity to say all of this, who am i???? hahahaha..

and i know i can not prohibit of what you dream of, but try to envision what you might accomplish, because if you're dreaming way too high maybe you will fall and it will hurt like hell..

well, this just my opinion, if you have other opinions feel free to comment or whatever hehehehe..

see ya in other time fellas!

Yo.. Taylor..

My current fav singer right now would be : Taylor Swift. No, not because "Yo, Taylor, imma let you finished...." just because I'm in love with her songs, she's beautiful, young, and talented just like me *ehem. These are my fav songs : You Belong With Me, Two Is Better Than One, and Breath. Just listen to her album and you'll understand J

I can't find the video on youtube, but here's the lyric of 'Two Is Better Than One'. I hope you like it as much as I do.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone

And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one